Hm.. school counseling?

Please go for the counselling, it's extremely brave of you to post this on here, well done for having the courage! Your story matches mine almost exactly, and my advice would be to tell the teacher, itswhat i did and it was one of the best things i did. you don't have to talk to them face to face, you can write or note or an email, or start the conversation on something unrelated and then come onto it. I know how you feel with annoying people, but you have to put it out of your mind, these people don't do their jobs because they hate teenagers! they will listen and understand because they care about you and want the best for you, this may be the best thing you do. i can completely understand you not wanting to tell your parents, i didn't, and they still don't know. you can ask your teacher not to tell them, the one i told made every effort to handle it in a way i felt comfortable with and was the greatest comfort to me. good luck and i'm praying for you <3 xxxxx